Putting on my headset enjoying the paramore - the only exception song.
Suddenly I got struck by sudden shocking of frightening, disgusted plus annoying feeling.
I just saw a name which my mind was automatically went alarming sending message to the brain to anti it.
Guess what, its this guy name Vinoth Kumar guy that keeps on harassed me (this is how I think of).
LEts see when this thing started. It's all started at the Camp there.
That's why I keep on telling everybody its a terrifying experience for me (besides this there's other contributing factor).
He came and talk to me like he known me and trying to be so close.
He even got my pictures. Disgusting! Annoying!
I don't know him whatsoever, back then he tried to get my phone numbers.
He keeps on asking my number as if, if I don't give him, he'll keeps on bothering me.
So I gave just to shut the f*** of him off.
Dang! Such st**** mor** j**k I am to give off my number. I should have stay with my thought and strongly refused even if it means he's going to keeps on harassed me. Well he did mentally harass me in other way.
This guy nickname Macha(Vinoth Kumar) thought he was so...aug *vomit*
Whatever, the problem here is, he keeps on bothering me.
EVEn when I've tried to avoid him and ignoring him. He keeps on sending me messages which I thought is so f***ing nonsense that wasted my golden nano seconds to read it.
He even tried to talk to me EVen When I have already put on a long face which cleary showed him the "LEAVE ME ALONE" signs.
He even ask my friends to betrayed me by giving him info bout me.
I don't know whats the way he used to persuade my friend which my friend actually believed him 100% and even tried to help him to persuade me instead.
Feeling so betrayed by my so called "friend".
I don't know how could I ever face that "FRIEND" of mine so calmly ever again.
He terrifies me. Asking me for forgiveness acting as if I purposely make him do so which picture him to so angelically innocent. I don't even know why he does that. He's harrasing me then he's asking for forgiveness?!
How I wish I could str***le him.
CAuse he is torturing and harassing me mentally which I almost so @#$%*&#$@@%* #%@*& #$.
Thought after the camp he'll just leave me alone but he never did so. he sent nonsense messages and tried to add me at the F***b**k!
He even asks my "friend" to try and spied on me.
I thought after the camp I could lead a happy life of mine!
But he reminds me of his existence which terribly ruined my peaceful life here.
This also reminds me how I was betrayed back then by my trusted "friend" and all these s****d things that terrifies me.
He's like desperately trying to budge in people's personal life and I call that harassment.
yeah harassment, mentally.
I wished, hoped and WIshed so much I could shout :
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
AAARRRGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I know in this case no one can help me.
As I'm writing this blog tears flows down my cheeks.
It really terrifies me.
I was helpless because of my own st**** action back then (giving out my number).
Yeah, I do look tough back then...or any other time...but I'm crushing and tumbling at the inside.
I'm having some psychology conflicts now.
I can't let my enemy knows I'm afraid or I'll be in danger.
SO I must pretend to protect myself.
I can't help but to cry alone...now...before...
I bEG, BEGGING so that particular VINOTH KUMAR (MACHA) Would just vanish from my life.
HE brings me too much frightening, terrifying and a pain in my brain and its not healthy for my mental. It makes me want to suicide :'(
Please, make it away.
...
ple-aase...
...
:'(
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