Cnt TAke it AnymOre!!

Having going through my days in rages wasn't easy at all.
Every word seems offensive to me in anyway.
Every people seems rather annoying or annoyed rather than pleasing.
I felt vulnerable and so weak.
I have to let it out.
So have come to noway but to blog here.
At least I have a place to tell although there is just me and blogspot.
I knew that I wasn't suppose to blog here right now, not in SPM critical time but I really have to tell this...I'm sorry

Well, there is 1 person is annoying me for quite some time.
That particular 1 may or may not know that I am holding grudge.
I've been walking round' telling almost everybody how I hate that person.
Telling every obnoxious attitude, and how badly that person have treated etc.
(It's true, and you'll know when YOU'RE really been in MY shoe)
I thought that the particular one was a real jerk...till I self mirror lately.
I went 'round telling people this and that, this makes me look like a real jerk.
Overcome by stupidity and pure egoistic, the devil successfully taken over me.

Now I've realize that I've been a jerk just like that particular person.
Talking bad 'bout someone doesn't helped at all but make things worst.
It makes me same like that particular person.
Why should I bother so much 'bout that person?
Why should I get my name, dignity and pride into the mud by being just like that person?
I've regret in someway.
Because now I know talking bad 'bout that person will not do me good anyway.

So, one more problem left.
The problem for me here is that person keep getting on my nerves.
No matter how hard I tried.
Whenever I think of that person, my heart burns in flames of hatred.
I can't help it.
Because for every profanity that person put me in, whether literally or mentally it hurts me.
My sense of danger became aware of it and causes me to be so easily get work up.
That particular person keeps on coming to me, even when I've tried avoiding that person.
I can't keep myself out unless I won't be meeting that person.
That's when I think of involving in truancy might help me.
Get off from school would help me relax a lot, because I won't be meeting that person.
Getting that person face off from my eyesight will help DAMN a lot.
A cure for my eyesore I should say.
Why-Yes, a cure for my painful ears too. (If only YOU know what I mean)

Well, I think I'm feeling better now.
Even no one is reading this.
Even I was actually typing to myself anyway.
Even I was alone.
So? Who cares?
I'm happy even no one would bother 'bout this blog (except certain circumstances).
Cuz I'm not tryna get any attention from anybody here, now, duh~
GEez it felt good when I can really let it out like this.